Pieces of Peace

The world continues spinning. Isn't that just amazing in itself? :-)

So this is my week off from school! And the next two days are my days off from work! Imagine that! Two ENTIRE days of nothingness. Its incomprehensible!

So, Monday I played my best game of golf ever! I don't know what the score ended up being for the 9 holes I played, but I know it was my best! How do you know it was your best if you didn't keep score? You ask. Well I'm glad you asked! I know it was my best game because it was my first game! I'll upload a picture of myself looking coolish with my sunglasses, M.A.F (Missionary Aviation Fellowship) hat, and a pretty golf course with trees in the background.

I also am now swimming almost everyday at my apartment complex. Doing some laps, and then spending 15 minutes or so in the hot tub. Maybe get in shape this way! Its nice. I seem to find a few moments where I feel complete peace. Moments I mean, seconds, or millisecond, but its nice. To have that time where I can look at the fading sunset and forget everything. I am gathering as many pieces of peace as I can.

I also am pretty sure I passed my last class! Thanks for the prayers! Pray for my allergies now... or pray against them in this case!

So soon!

I'm going to feel horrible until I write a new post, last post being SO depressing and all. Though truthful thats how its going up here for me. I appreciate the prayers. I had an amazing night tonight. And amazing for me is NOT sitting at home on my lap top or sleeping, or at work or school. Amazing is being able to take your mind off of what bugs me in life right now and focus on the moment that I am enjoying.

I played softball tonight! First baseball type game I have played it over ten years, no exaggeration. My skill, and/or lack of showed, having not played for so long, but it was so much fun! I got to play third based and got drilled with grounders all night. I even managed to stop a few, though, getting the ball to first base after that didn't quite work out for me. I didn't hit the ball at all. Seemed to be the only one on both teams who consistently stuck out; but if my memory serves me correctly, I was the same with baseball. When I hit it, I hit it hard, but my average is probably .050 or less. I did walk the base tonight and run the bases scoring a point for us though.

After softball I realized it was Tuesday and the college group was meeting, so I decided to check that out and hung out there till 11. They were playing board games and card games and it TOO was so much fun. I really enjoyed that as well. I managed to meet a WHOLE bunch of new people today.

Again... THANK you for your prayers, whomever prayed for me. It really was evident that God was in my evening. And that evidence, being so clear, clearly shows me how much he has NOT been in my life most recently. Please pray I can change that. I am horrible at meeting new people, starting a new life, making friends, and pretty much anything involved with life, so without God... I am nothing, can do nothing, accomplish nothing, and will amount to nothing at all. With God however, I feel taken care of. Thanks God!

I love you mom! Thank you for the prayers and the message.

...too...

Its been a little while. Not much is going on in my life though. This will be short. I just played the last of my trumpet for my church this year. Softball starts in a few days. I work work work and go to school through summer. Pretty close to being broke. I'm tired. Of everything. I still feel so so alone; but, I know I can't be the only person out there who is alone. So... I guess I'm in good company; me being alone too. Thus... I'm not alone?

Kurtis